Why I write? The way I see it.

As salam.

Why I write? Why I write? Why I write? Why? What’s the reason behind?

I came to think about it recently. I asked myself, ‘ why I write? Why blogging?  Why did I do all ‘this’?’. In fact, I’m still trying to figure out while typing this entry.haha. ohhh donchu worry, it’s not going to be the ‘serious’ entry.haha. see. I’m laughing :D

Okay. Actually, my friend once asked me, “kalau aku ada blog, apa aku nak cerita?”. The moment I heard ‘that’ simple question, I was like “?????”. Ahh I don’t know either. I’m not sure. I don’t know. I was speechless. Yes. I was speechless for a moment and then, laughed.  Yeah I don’t know what to tell her. Seriously. For me, why do I need to think about it when all I need to do is ‘WRITE’. That’s the reason why my blog doesn’t have any particular ‘theme’ or whatever you call it.  What I mean was that, some people love to travel, so they have their ‘TRAVELOG’.  Since I don’t have any theme, I just ‘wrote write writing’ anything I want. It depends on me. My interest at that particular moment.  Haha. That’s why I named it “  **kata Nadia :  “. Well, I want to change it to “Nadia Bakri”. Just wait and see lah kann.  I’m sharing my days. My thoughts.  Eventhough I’m not sure if there’s any person reading my beloved blog. It’s my life diary. Yes. One day, my childrensssss might be curious how was their mother’s life back then. Sooo, guess what? I have this. I mean this blog. For them to read, to experience, to feel, to live and to understand  apa yang I dah lalui. They will understand their mother by heart.!!

Did you realized………….the power of technology?

Facebook, twitter, blog, youtube and etc. They are all technology. We can share anything just by ‘one click’. Semua orang pun tahu kan. So I don’t have to clarify more more moreeeee. Haha. Well, you know, if I’m clarifying something, even if it’s a simple thing, it’s going to take more than one hour. Haha. So I decided, not to clarify further. Haha.

For me, all these technology are very useful. Why? Because I can share, I can give my opinion, my thoughts, my days and my DU’As. hmm du’a? yes. I give you example. Perasan tak kalau dekat facebook, bila ada berita yang menyedihkan, yang menyayat hati, yang buat hati kita ranap patah seribu berjuta trillion macam kes baby sakit jantung kritikal, I mean something that make us cry silently macam cerita keadaan saudara kita dekat Palestin, Syria and Mesir sana, kita akan berdoa kan? Then ramai yang akan komen ‘amin’, ‘semoga semuanya selamat’, ‘ May ALLAH ease everything’ and many moreee. Bagi aku, when I see all those comments yang macam ni, aku rasa happy tersentuh BAHAGIA. Sebab dalam keadaan macam tuu, masih ramai yang mendoakan. Kita bersatu dalam doa. Indah kan? InsyaALLAH doa kita dimakbulkan. Walau bukan sekarang, pasti ada masa yang lebih baik. ALLAH lebih tahu dari kita.  Bila ada yang meninggal dunia, ramai yang akan komen, ‘AL-FATIHAH’.  Kita ramai ramai mendoakan mereka yang pergi walaupun kita tak pernah kenal orang tuu. Kita sedekahkan Al-Fatihah. Dapat pahala. Mudah kan? Bila birthday kawan pulak, kita wish dekat FB, Twitter and etc. kita doakan yang baik baik. Yalah. Tak semua yang berani nak cakap face to face, “saya doakan awak bahagia dunia akhirat”. Ada yang akan rasa segan kan? Mahu tegak bulu roma bila dengar kawan cakap macam tuu. Muka blushing takpayah cakap lah. Haha. So I think that’s  the best way. This is my opinion, yours might be different from mine.

Agak sengal rasanya, bila kita tak hormat seseorang tuu just because dia punya pemikiran taksama dengan kita. Aku rasa aku pernah macam ni. Yes.  It gives no good. At all. People will not respect us. From that, I learnt. If we want to be respected,  we must respect. Semuanya bermula dengan kita. Diri kita sendiri. Kalaw dah kita berkurang ajar, kenapa nak expect orang hormat kita. Yaa dak? Haha.

Sama lah jugak, kalaw nak diri kita dilayan dengan penuh kasih sayang, kita layan dengan kasih sayang dulu. Love and affection penting dalam kehidupan ni. Sapa yang nak hidup dalam keganasan dibenci dihina semua tuu kan? Bayangkan kalau orang cakap dengan kita, dia tengking tengking taktentu pasal, kita mesti panas kan? Macam tuu lah jugak dengan kita. Sebelum kita buat sesuatu, FIKIR. Letak diri kita kat tempat orang tuu. Apa yang orang tuu akan rasa kalau kita buat macam tuu, macam ni. Sejahat jahat mana pun seseorang tuu, percayalah, deep in his/her heart, masih ada walau sekecil zarah pun perasaan kasih dan sayang seorang manusia. Maksud aku kat sini, walaupun kita tengok ada orang yang bertindak diluar jangkaan macam mendera pukul sana sini, aku percaya, jauh disudut hati mereka ni, masih ada rasa kasih dan serba salah yang terpendam. Cuma keadaan dan sikap yang mendorong. Apa kita boleh buat, kita doakan yang baik baik saja. Marah memang marah kan? Geram jangan cakaplah. Kalau ikutkan hati ni, nak jaa rasanya belasah orang yang macam tuu. Tapi kan sabar tuu lagi manis.

Niat hati nak clarify ‘ why I write ‘ jaa. Haha. Last last jadi macam ni haa. But still it gives you an idea kan? Kenapa aku pilih untuk ber blog. If I can put it in short and comprehensive sentences I would say,

“ I write because I love to write, to share my opinion, my thoughts and my days with others and I hope I can make people happy by reading my story. In fact, I feel more comfortable bercerita dekat blog even there’s nobody read it, because I can spill out every thoughts that I have in my mind, yang susah I nak cerita dengan mulut. Mungkin bila I bercerita dengan mulut, my tears would come out as well. That’s soooo not cool okay. Malu. Haha.”

Okay dah. Time to makan. Nasi goreng abah buat. Bela perut. Memanjakan diri.

#prayforEGYPT

Kbye!